even death
will have exits
like a dark theater.
-Charles Bukowski Didn't
die.
Couldn't have died in that
car crash
playing his sax on speed.
Thirty smiles says he
didn't die.
Cause he could sleep on
concrete,
and rest well.
Knew all the bus routes from L.A. to T.J.
Didn't die cause we need
him to say,
"Give me a minute, I'm just a little
tired
of fighting"
He never died the times
before.
When he hit the wife's car
pulling into the garage drunk one night,
he didn't die.
Didn't die when she left him.
Dying was never part of
the gig.
Cause he'd fall down the stairs
and climb to his feet. Laughing.
In time, he was gonna win
the lottery.
Still see him walking in the rain
with his broken umbrella open talking
about it.
Besides he was a
bartender.
Couldn't have died,
Cause he hated Lifestyles of the Rich and
Famous.
Read Jack Kerouac.
Listened to Jimi Hendrix.
Used to play Littel Wing over and over
on his horn.
Didn't die cause he'd
already been to Hell
about a million times. Enjoyed his stay.
Not then, not now.
He's just resting.
Holed up in some roadside motel,
drinking J.D., waiting for the sun to
come up
and a bus to pass his way.
Then he'll get up.
Come back.
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